I waited on you patiently for many years. There was those times where I wandered how and when this would come forth. I was begging you to please just give me a nugget so I could see. I know this is a beginning and Your not done. I was given that golden nugget and can now see through the crack of that door of the heapings of golden treasures.
I call forth in the name of Jesus that they are running over. Its not the money its Your blessings Your love that is starting to pour out. I can see hot gold that is melted and shiny flowing over everything and coming through the door. Its been many years but truly my faith has never wavered.
I stand strong with Your Holy Spirit and look to Your cross and not the circumstances. Its You who gives abundantly and I love You in the good and bad.
The river of God has plenty of water; it provides a bountiful harvest of grain, for you have ordered it so. You drench the plowed ground with rain, melting the clods and leveling the ridges. You soften the earth with showers and bless its abundant crops. You crown the year with a bountiful harvest; even the hard pathways overflow with abundance. The grasslands of the wilderness become a lush pasture, and the hillsides blossom with joy. The meadows are clothed with flocks of sheep, and the valleys are carpeted with grain. They all shout and sing for Joy! Psalms 65:5-13
Last night I was deep in Gods presence and I saw Gods throne and lions that were walking around the front of His throne real slow with control and I was standing up in the middle of them and then I began to place my hand on them and sat in the middle of them.
I felt so much of Gods power than I heard there will be people speak against you and enemies but I have you. I felt so much peace. I was sitting with Jesus and He said I have you and your enemies will not. I carry Jesus in me His authority. Thankyou for the cross! Thankyou for your Blood!
Judah, my son, is a young lion that has finished eating its prey. Like a lion he crouches and lies down; like a lioness—who dares to rouse him? The scepter will not depart from Judah, nor the ruler’s staff from his descendants, until the coming of the one to whom it belongs, the one whom all nations will honor. He ties his foal to a grapevine, the colt of his donkey to a choice vine. He washes his clothes in wine, his robes in the blood of grapes. His eyes are darker than wine, and his teeth are whiter than milk.
When praying with others God has given me a discernment to allow me to speak to the blocking in their life. They have to be willing to let it go. Then they experience freedom. If there is a Holy Spirit there are bad spirits also and they cling to you. We walk around with them in us and on us for so long we don’t even know we have them because they have become apart of us.
There are many but these come to my mind this morning. They are hard to remove from people unless they want them gone. Pride, religion, unforgiveness, shame. Do you know when people release them I have seen them throw them up or cough them up. Spirits or inbedded in you and will come out this way. You do not have to keep them. When I prayed with a person they had so much pride on them. That they felt like a piece of wood. Nothing was going through. Unless they want to remove this pride or unforgiveness God will not give them freedom.
One person had so much unforgiveness and hate in her heart but she wanted God to heal her. God says before you ask of me of anything forgive your brother or sister. “If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins.
Matthew 6:14-15 That bad spirit was on her so strong that while I was praying it was making me cough. (When I pray with others I feel them and can take the emotion of what they carry.) They released some unforgiveness and it was a start but not all. How do I know? I felt it in my Spirit.
Another time a demon was in this lady and when I prayed with her for healing. God healed her partially but He told me she has unforgiveness towards her parents and they have abused her. Years of abuse. She had a lot of confusion about her identity. After she said yes and that she wanted freedom she released her parents to God to take care of. Her face was twitching and uncontrollable twitch. The bad spirit in her was mad and Holy Spirit in me was breaking through her barriors. God spoke some beautiful words in her life and she let go and He put her on the floor for a long time. He did some heart surgery on that woman.
Pride, jealousy, religion, shame,unforgiveness. If you feel like you keep repeating a pattern in your life ask God why. Ask Him to show you what is blocking you to move forward for your Spiritual or Physical healing today. If you are open to ask and receive truth He will show you.
Jesus said to the people who believed in him, “You are truly my disciples if you remain faithful to my teachings. And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
John 8:31-32 NLT
I removed from you what you thought was not there. I released from you old hangups that you were still holding on to. Anger, soul ties, unforgiveness, resentments, shame! You thought they were gone but they were still in your Soul and Spirit. The enemy used them against you every day and used you against others. I REMOVE THEM YOU CANNOT! All the self help books in the world will not help you. I reach down and empty you completely! Let go and be honest allow me to come in.
I TORE THE CURTAIN OPEN SO YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO CARRY THESE THINGS! I CARRIED THEM FOR YOU ON ME! I REACH IN AND PULL THEM OUT OF YOU BE FREE! I TEAR THE VEIL IN YOU FROM TOP TO BOTTOM AND I WILL COME IN AND TAKE OVER. YEILD TO ME I AM GLORY, MAGNIFECENT AND I CREATED YOU! I will take you places you have never been. YEILD to Me let Me come in. I will do a NEW THING You are My child I am JEALOUS stay with ME and I will never let you GO!
After this I heard what sounded like the roar of a great multitude in heaven shouting: “Hallelujah! Salvation and glory and power belong to our God
When I was 8 years old I was new to my school and I didn’t know anybody. I was at recess and started following this little girl around wanting to play with her. She walked along a piece of wood balancing herself and I followed behind her and she turned around and said I don’t want to play with you. My heart broke. This was my first feelings of rejection.
I look back at that time and months later a little girl I did not know invited me to her skating party and we became inseperable and still friends today. God knew what He was doing. If me and the first girl would have been friends it would not have been good because after watching her she was not very nice to her friends she would bully them and everything was about her. The one God placed in my life was a real friendship that lasted through boyfriends, trials, hurts, happiness, deaths,marriages and kids. I was able to lead her to Jesus as adults.
God knows exactly was he is doing. If somebody doesn’t want to be your friend trust that God has removed them for your protection. Trust the process.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT
April 30th 2003 15 years ago I reached the end where I couldn’t go anywhere but to my knees. I couldn’t move forward or backward. I fell to to my knees and begged God to just end it all. God I said end my life or save me because I can’t go on anymore like this. The addictions the sins the darkness of it all. The life I was living I saw death of friends it opened a world of evil darkness I never wanted to see and filled me with exaustion and the enemy took me down a path I never knew existed. When I was a child I was free I climbed trees rode my bike swam in the creeks I was fearless. The devil knew that God had a plan on my life and He enticed me with people and things to change the way I felt. To fill up that massive hole in my heart, spirit, and soul.
My life consisted of worshiping everything but who I was created to worship. My God I found out is not a God of death but a God of life. He saved me and He saved me radically. He showed me a new way a new life and He is called Jesus. When you are picked up from the mud and lifted in the hands of God you never forget and you never quit worshipping Him. I live for Him the rest of my days. Over time and experiencing the goodness of God I ended up in a crusade in Mexico where I was able to pray with others and experience His presence and healing like I have never seen. I fell to my knees that evening and spread my arms out with this massive amount of wind blowing all around me and told Him I will follow Him to the Cross I will die if needed be for Him. When you are at the point where you will lose it all for Jesus is when He will give you more than you ever could have imagined.
Don’t quit cry out to the only one who can save you. When you are on your knees don’t lay down let Him pull you up. Stretch up your arms to your Heavenly Father and let Him lead you to things you never knew.
I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the Lord. Psalms 40:1-3
Just when you think that I am done pushing you that you are retired. No you never retire you are just resting for the next level I am bringing you. I’ve had a plan for you this whole time in your mother’s womb I knit you together. I said this one I have plans she will be bold and a fighter she will not care what others think. Oh there will be trials and temptations and she will fail and be weak but when she realizes who she is she will rise and conquer and will ride with me on my wings of Glory and I will lead her to the next level. See you have been in training this whole time all these years. You are not to old you are perfect. You are right where I want you. The devil didn’t take you. Your still here but strong so strong. Lay your hands on them and my power will flow through you. Like Moses but you do not need my wooden staff You carry My Staff in you His Name is Lord of all Lords His Name is Jesus and by His blood I will send you. I told you what to do next now it’s time. The world is full of hate but I conquer hate with love and healing use the gifts I given you and flow with Me.
“I have loved you even as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love. When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love. I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow! This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you. There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. This is my command: Love each other.
For I fully expect and hope that I will never be ashamed, but that I will continue to be bold for Christ, as I have been in the past. And I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, whether I live or die. For to me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. Philippians 1:20-21