I removed from you what you thought was not there. I released from you old hangups that you were still holding on to. Anger, soul ties, unforgiveness, resentments, shame! You thought they were gone but they were still in your Soul and Spirit. The enemy used them against you every day and used you against others. I REMOVE THEM YOU CANNOT! All the self help books in the world will not help you. I reach down and empty you completely! Let go and be honest allow me to come in.


After this I heard what sounded like the roar of a great multitude in heaven shouting: “Hallelujah! Salvation and glory and power belong to our God
Revelation 19:1

Trust the Process

When I was 8 years old I was new to my school and I didn’t know anybody. I was at recess and started following this little girl around wanting to play with her. She walked along a piece of wood balancing herself and I followed behind her and she turned around and said I don’t want to play with you. My heart broke. This was my first feelings of rejection.

I look back at that time and months later a little girl I did not know invited me to her skating party and we became inseperable and still friends today. God knew what He was doing. If me and the first girl would have been friends it would not have been good because after watching her she was not very nice to her friends she would bully them and everything was about her. The one God placed in my life was a real friendship that lasted through boyfriends, trials, hurts, happiness, deaths,marriages and kids. I was able to lead her to Jesus as adults.

God knows exactly was he is doing. If somebody doesn’t want to be your friend trust that God has removed them for your protection. Trust the process.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.
Proverbs 3:5‭-‬6 NLT

Following Him to the Cross

April 30th 2003 15 years ago I reached the end where I couldn’t go anywhere but to my knees. I couldn’t move forward or backward. I fell to to my knees and begged God to just end it all. God I said end my life or save me because I can’t go on anymore like this. The addictions the sins the darkness of it all. The life I was living I saw death of friends it opened a world of evil darkness I never wanted to see and filled me with exaustion and the enemy took me down a path I never knew existed. When I was a child I was free I climbed trees rode my bike swam in the creeks I was fearless. The devil knew that God had a plan on my life and He enticed me with people and things to change the way I felt. To fill up that massive hole in my heart, spirit, and soul.

My life consisted of worshiping everything but who I was created to worship. My God I found out is not a God of death but a God of life. He saved me and He saved me radically. He showed me a new way a new life and He is called Jesus. When you are picked up from the mud and lifted in the hands of God you never forget and you never quit worshipping Him. I live for Him the rest of my days. Over time and experiencing the goodness of God I ended up in a crusade in Mexico where I was able to pray with others and experience His presence and healing like I have never seen. I fell to my knees that evening and spread my arms out with this massive amount of wind blowing all around me and told Him I will follow Him to the Cross I will die if needed be for Him. When you are at the point where you will lose it all for Jesus is when He will give you more than you ever could have imagined.

Don’t quit cry out to the only one who can save you. When you are on your knees don’t lay down let Him pull you up. Stretch up your arms to your Heavenly Father and let Him lead you to things you never knew.

I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along. He has given me a new song to sing, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see what he has done and be amazed. They will put their trust in the Lord. Psalms 40:1‭-‬3

Its Time To Rise

Just when you think that I am done pushing you that you are retired. No you never retire you are just resting for the next level I am bringing you. I’ve had a plan for you this whole time in your mother’s womb I knit you together. I said this one I have plans she will be bold and a fighter she will not care what others think. Oh there will be trials and temptations and she will fail and be weak but when she realizes who she is she will rise and conquer and will ride with me on my wings of Glory and I will lead her to the next level. See you have been in training this whole time all these years. You are not to old you are perfect. You are right where I want you. The devil didn’t take you. Your still here but strong so strong. Lay your hands on them and my power will flow through you. Like Moses but you do not need my wooden staff You carry My Staff in you His Name is Lord of all Lords His Name is Jesus and by His blood I will send you. I told you what to do next now it’s time. The world is full of hate but I conquer hate with love and healing use the gifts I given you and flow with Me.

“I have loved you even as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love. When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love. I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow! This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you. There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. This is my command: Love each other.
John 15:9‭-‬17

For I fully expect and hope that I will never be ashamed, but that I will continue to be bold for Christ, as I have been in the past. And I trust that my life will bring honor to Christ, whether I live or die. For to me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. Philippians 1:20‭-‬21

The Light

The light takes over the darkness. When you walk in a room and flipped the switch on the light drowns out the darkness. When you are in your house and there is confusion well it’s your house. Turn the light on. It’s Jesus He is the light pray warfare prayers and tell the enemy to leave he has slipped through the cracks. He prowls around like a roaring lion to see who he can devour. He will start at the weakest and work his way through. Your children, your family, your marriage he will not stop. Suit up and pray but don’t just pray weak prayers pray with the authority of Jesus Christ the light that is in you flip that switch on and tell the enemy to leave. He comes in all forms anger, confusion, weariness, jealousy, pride, worry, hurt feelings. Cancel his assignment over you and your family and tell him to go back to hell where He came from don’t pass go either just go! Look there isn’t any get out of jail free card tell him Go! You have the light in you and when you walk in a room there should be so much light there isn’t any darkness left. They scatter and shrink away. Be suited up be armour ready at all times. If your weary rest if your overwhelmed get by yourself and read His Word. If your sad and lonely be filled and worship in His presence. If people turn against you look at why. ( is it you or is it the enemy?) Are you retaliating don’t. Just get in His presence and let Him fight for you. His yoke is not heavy.

I’ve prayed with people and the light in me is so strong that when I lay my hand on them they throw up demons that have to leave their bodies. They throw up sickness. Spirits come in all forms and they leave the body in different ways. They experience freedom. Look the closer we get to where God is leading us the devil gets busier and will turn people against us but we have God. Just continue to love others and ask God to show you how. I found myself so weary yesterday I had my 2 year old grandbaby twins for 2 days and the devil has been after my family for generations and He works through the men of the family to tear it all apart. So I was exhausted from babies ( who I love dearly) and I hurt deeply by actions of somebody who is suppose to love me but has a hate for me( the light is bright in me and the darkness is dark in them and they cower with hate for me) but God says Allison don’t quit praying, but stop retaliating. There is so much confusion. I allowed a crack and the enemy slipped in. I’m rested up this morning and devil get back because the light in me is strong!

A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places. Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared. In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Pray in the Spirit at all times and on every occasion. Stay alert and be persistent in your prayers for all believers everywhere.
Ephesians 6:10‭-‬18


God wants you to protect the anointing He has over you. Do not be reckless with it. He gave it to you for a reason…Be very careful who you allow to lay hands on you…Do not be hasty in the laying on of hands, and do not share in the sins of others. Keep yourself pure.
1 Timothy 5:22.

He says watch and see who I put in front of you to share the anointing with. I have given the anointing to you there is plenty to go around but do not be careless with what I’ve given you. I’ll give it to who I choose who will use it to help others. I watch and know their heart. Use it with Honor. Honor me respect me. You have an authority in you. Do not be jealous of others anointing because there is plenty to go around I am God and I am before, after and now. I am More than enough. I am never ending. Trust Me when I say there is plenty but I’m watching to see what you do with what you got…

Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it. “If you love me, keep my commands. And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you. I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them.”
John 14:12‭-21

When I was young in ministry I didn’t know any better and I was praying with a lady I didn’t know (but there was something about her) and she said oh now let me pray for you. The next day I became very depressed and realized what I allowed to happen she transferred her stuff to me and I had to break it off in Jesus Name. Then I was better it lifted. If you can catch a physical cold from somebody you can catch spiritual junk from people also. Be very careful and choosy who lays hands on you. When I do my ministry of laying hands on there is a warfare and I have seen bad Spirits come out of people and they received freedom but I have to know what I’m up against and be armoured up at all times and know what authority I carry. If there is any fear in me then the devil knows and smells it and I could be hurt…Some Jews who went around driving out evil spirits tried to invoke the name of the Lord Jesus over those who were demon-possessed. They would say, “In the name of the Jesus whom Paul preaches, I command you to come out.” Seven sons of Sceva, a Jewish chief priest, were doing this. One day the evil spirit answered them, “Jesus I know, and Paul I know about, but who are you?” Then the man who had the evil spirit jumped on them and overpowered them all. He gave them such a beating that they ran out of the house naked and bleeding.
Acts 19:13‭-‬16 NIV