His Fire

God touches you with His flame and burns the the useless off and leaves you with His Holy Presence. He has you wanting more.

Let Him change you. Let Him stretch you. There is so much more for you. Let Him teach you and heal you. Let Him throw off the religion your agenda. See His Face. See how He love you.

Do you see what we’ve got? An unshakable kingdom! And do you see how thankful we must be? Not only thankful, but brimming with worship, deeply reverent before God. For God is not an indifferent bystander. He’s actively cleaning house, torching all that needs to burn, and he won’t quit until it’s all cleansed. God himself is Fire!
Hebrews 12:28‭-‬29 MSG

This Life Matters

When down-and-outers get a break, cheer! And when the arrogant rich are brought down to size, cheer! Prosperity is as short-lived as a wildflower, so don’t ever count on it. You know that as soon as the sun rises, pouring down its scorching heat, the flower withers. Its petals wilt and, before you know it, that beautiful face is a barren stem. Well, that’s a picture of the “prosperous life.” At the very moment everyone is looking on in admiration, it fades away to nothing.
James 1:9‭-‬11 MSG

Most have been on both sides of the road here. I’ve had hardly anything and without God not even hope. When I started to have a relationship with God but not much in material including food (not knowing what we would eat for the night). He showed me how to live one day at a time with faith and hope and He provided daily. My faith was built up and I could see how He took care of me and my boys in everything. This I could boast that I had a relationship with God and He carried us through. I like to think I was like the woman with the oil and flour. I trusted God with my every move.

She said, “I swear, as surely as your God lives, I don’t have so much as a biscuit. I have a handful of flour in a jar and a little oil in a bottle; you found me scratching together just enough firewood to make a last meal for my son and me. After we eat it, we’ll die.” Elijah said to her, “Don’t worry about a thing. Go ahead and do what you’ve said. But first make a small biscuit for me and bring it back here. Then go ahead and make a meal from what’s left for you and your son. This is the word of the God of Israel: ‘The jar of flour will not run out and the bottle of oil will not become empty before God sends rain on the land and ends this drought.’” And she went right off and did it, did just as Elijah asked. And it turned out as he said—daily food for her and her family. The jar of meal didn’t run out and the bottle of oil didn’t become empty: God ’s promise fulfilled to the letter, exactly as Elijah had delivered it!
1 Kings 17:12‭-‬16 MSG

I have had money, plenty of food and places to live. God showed me if I did not place Him first and I placed the material first. The consequences were being lonely in my Spirit and the joy in my heart was no longer there. Without God and His Spirit living inside you all the money in the world will not make you happy.

In the end of our life we our layed down in our grave and become dust. We can’t take a thing with us not even clothes. I want my heart to have been full of a joy and have a forgiveness and love for others. What did we do when we were poor with little money? How did we love others and trust God. What did I do with the money I was blessed with? Did I tithe, give to a good cause? Did I just blow it or did I listen to God what to do with it?

It’s ok to have nice things.. it is… God loves to bless us but He wants us to be smart with what we are blessed with. To listen to Him and put Him first. Like Joseph did. He was in prison with nothing but never gave up and counted all his blessings. He forgave his brothers for selling him and trusted God. Look what happened to him. Pharoah went to get him out of prison because He heard Joseph told what a dream meant to the cup bearer. Joseph could have sat in prison and sulked and never did anything God told him to do, but he did his best even in prison and Gods plans for Joseph He told him about when he was a boy came to the surface. See if God told you something you better believe it’s going to happen, but sometimes you have to go through the drought so He can train you for what He has for you. Better pass the test like Joseph did are He will keep testing you until you do.

Then Pharaoh said to his officials, “Isn’t this the man we need? Are we going to find anyone else who has God’s spirit in him like this?” So Pharaoh said to Joseph, “You’re the man for us. God has given you the inside story—no one is as qualified as you in experience and wisdom. From now on, you’re in charge of my affairs; all my people will report to you. Only as king will I be over you.” So Pharaoh commissioned Joseph: “I’m putting you in charge of the entire country of Egypt.” Then Pharaoh removed his signet ring from his finger and slipped it on Joseph’s hand. He outfitted him in robes of the best linen and put a gold chain around his neck. He put the second-in-command chariot at his disposal, and as he rode people shouted “Bravo!” Joseph was in charge of the entire country of Egypt. Joseph had two sons born to him before the years of famine came. Asenath, daughter of Potiphera the priest of On, was their mother. Joseph named the firstborn Manasseh (Forget), saying, “God made me forget all my hardships and my parental home.” He named his second son Ephraim (Double Prosperity), saying, “God has prospered me in the land of my sorrow.”
Genesis 41:38‭-‬43‭, ‬51

Did we make a life where we were full of Jesus and people knew us to be kind and have a Jesus love? When we take our last breath and close our eyes we will be in Heaven beautiful heaven where we have others who are already there to meet us. Jesus will be waiting. We will see our glorious God. What we do on this earth does matter. What we do with the money God blessed us with does matter. What we do with the time does matter.

“Yes, I’m on my way! I’ll be there soon! I’m bringing my payroll with me. I’ll pay all people in full for their life’s work. I’m A to Z, the First and the Final, Beginning and Conclusion. “How blessed are those who wash their robes! The Tree of Life is theirs for good, and they’ll walk through the gates to the City. But outside for good are the filthy curs: sorcerers, fornicators, murderers, idolaters—all who love and live lies. Revelation 22:12‭-‬15

Experiencing life in the Raw

I thought when I first decided to clean up my life and try something different that it would be boring but I just knew I couldn’t go on the same self destruction path anymore.

I thought how am I going to get through a day without a mask? How do I just be in the raw? The first time I had feelings I wanted to get the mask but I instead took it in and breathed that moment and felt every bit of pain and God took me through it. The first time I felt joy without my mask God helped me through it.

When you live your whole life covering feelings you don’t know how to experience life in the moment its like being a baby and needing a pacifier.

Today I experience life with God in the raw. He says look at the sunrise I made you this morning. Feel the wind through your body. I want You to feel Me live in you. Open my Word up I wrote for you get to know Me.

One day at a time. One moment at a time. I became one with God. He lives in me. He cleaned me up and made me new. Its not boring. Its marvelous, freeing. He makes me brave and want to try new things. He pulled me out of the mud and brushed me off. Then He washed me off.

He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.
Psalms 40:2

You can start right now. Just right now. You don’t have to clean up. God says let me do that for you. Let go and let God do that for you.

Reach for Him and say Jesus I’m tired of doing this thing called life on my own. Come and stay in my heart and brush the dirt off me and wash me. I can’t clean myself up by myself but Im going to trust the process.

Today I will live just in today but now with you I walk. I can’t lay the mask down I use to hide behind. Today will you show me how.Now be aware of the moment your in and watch what He shows you.

Remember It is God who formed you and created you in your mothers womb. Allow Him to do it again. Just trust the Process. What the world tore apart. He will form and knit you together again.

And I will give you a new heart, and I will put a new spirit in you. I will take out your stony, stubborn heart and give you a tender, responsive heart.
Ezekiel 36:26

He Wants to Bless You

Jesus walked to the Cross and never said a word He could have defended Himself but He did not for me and for you so that we could. So that we could open our mouths and tell of His truth of His love. He died a bloody, horrible and painful death so that we could live a glorious life with Him With God all the time. The curtain was torn so there was no separation anymore. He died on that Cross so I could carry Holy Spirit have salvation, health, a love beyond understanding, peace and also an abundance of knowledge and wisdom so I can speak to others about His love for them.

I get to carry an authority with me a boldness with Holy Spirit. He is my daddy so He also loves me and can be very proud of me and He knows my heart and my desires and He loves to bless my socks off with spiritual gifts and also material things. He shows me and places people and things in front of me.

You know I’ve been looking for a beach house for many years and 3 years ago we tried to get one and He said not yet and 3 years to the week ( 3 means complete) God said now and literally placed one in front of us and beyond unbelievable price and double the size because He knew we would need that for the family that has grown and He said not only that I’m also giving you a Golf cart with this house. See with God when He gives He gives big! I live in expectation I do not place His love for me in a box.

“And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for. Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. “You fathers—if your children ask for a fish, do you give them a snake instead? Or if they ask for an egg, do you give them a scorpion? Of course not! So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.”
Luke 11:9‭-‬13

I saw my first piece of sea glass a week ago and I became addicted to finding them. They are so pretty. I found a lot of brown, white frosted and green but I really wanted a blue one. I was walking by the Ocean and asked God to please show me a blue one. I looked down and there it was a beautiful frosted blue one. Complete square and gorgeous. See God was giving me a lot of manna with the brown pieces and as soon as I asked He showed me some of that milk and honey. A beautiful blue one! He loves me so much and He knew I was needing some extra love that morning.

He wants you to ask Him. Ask Him for milk and honey for Holy Spirit for spiritual gifts. He loves you so much. When He sees how you honor, love and worship Him He wants to bless you. You are His child. Talk to Him get in His Word. He wants you to be bursting at the seams with everything He gives you.

He was oppressed and treated harshly, yet he never said a word. He was led like a lamb to the slaughter. And as a sheep is silent before the shearers, he did not open his mouth. Unjustly condemned, he was led away. No one cared that he died without descendants, that his life was cut short in midstream. But he was struck down for the rebellion of my people. He had done no wrong and had never deceived anyone. But he was buried like a criminal; he was put in a rich man’s grave. But it was the Lord ’s good plan to crush him and cause him grief. Yet when his life is made an offering for sin, he will have many descendants. He will enjoy a long life, and the Lord ’s good plan will prosper in his hands. When he sees all that is accomplished by his anguish, he will be satisfied. And because of his experience, my righteous servant will make it possible for many to be counted righteous, for he will bear all their sins. I will give him the honors of a victorious soldier, because he exposed himself to death. He was counted among the rebels. He bore the sins of many and interceded for rebels.
Isaiah 53:7‭-‬12

“Sing, O childless woman, you who have never given birth! Break into loud and joyful song, O Jerusalem, you who have never been in labor. For the desolate woman now has more children than the woman who lives with her husband,” says the Lord . “Enlarge your house; build an addition. Spread out your home, and spare no expense! For you will soon be bursting at the seams. Your descendants will occupy other nations and resettle the ruined cities. “Fear not; you will no longer live in shame. Don’t be afraid; there is no more disgrace for you. You will no longer remember the shame of your youth and the sorrows of widowhood. For your Creator will be your husband; the Lord of Heaven’s Armies is his name! He is your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel, the God of all the earth.
Isaiah 54:1‭-‬5 NLT

Golden Treasures

I waited on you patiently for many years. There was those times where I wandered how and when this would come forth. I was begging you to please just give me a nugget so I could see. I know this is a beginning and Your not done. I was given that golden nugget and can now see through the crack of that door of the heapings of golden treasures.

I call forth in the name of Jesus that they are running over. Its not the money its Your blessings Your love that is starting to pour out. I can see hot gold that is melted and shiny flowing over everything and coming through the door. Its been many years but truly my faith has never wavered.

I stand strong with Your Holy Spirit and look to Your cross and not the circumstances. Its You who gives abundantly and I love You in the good and bad.

The river of God has plenty of water; it provides a bountiful harvest of grain, for you have ordered it so. You drench the plowed ground with rain, melting the clods and leveling the ridges. You soften the earth with showers and bless its abundant crops. You crown the year with a bountiful harvest; even the hard pathways overflow with abundance. The grasslands of the wilderness become a lush pasture, and the hillsides blossom with joy. The meadows are clothed with flocks of sheep, and the valleys are carpeted with grain. They all shout and sing for Joy! Psalms 65:5‭-‬13

The Lions

Last night I was deep in Gods presence and I saw Gods throne and lions that were walking around the front of His throne real slow with control and I was standing up in the middle of them and then I began to place my hand on them and sat in the middle of them.

I felt so much of Gods power than I heard there will be people speak against you and enemies but I have you. I felt so much peace. I was sitting with Jesus and He said I have you and your enemies will not. I carry Jesus in me His authority. Thankyou for the cross! Thankyou for your Blood!

Judah, my son, is a young lion that has finished eating its prey. Like a lion he crouches and lies down; like a lioness—who dares to rouse him? The scepter will not depart from Judah, nor the ruler’s staff from his descendants, until the coming of the one to whom it belongs, the one whom all nations will honor. He ties his foal to a grapevine, the colt of his donkey to a choice vine. He washes his clothes in wine, his robes in the blood of grapes. His eyes are darker than wine, and his teeth are whiter than milk.
Genesis 49:9‭-‬12

Freedom in the Removal

When praying with others God has given me a discernment to allow me to speak to the blocking in their life. They have to be willing to let it go. Then they experience freedom. If there is a Holy Spirit there are bad spirits also and they cling to you. We walk around with them in us and on us for so long we don’t even know we have them because they have become apart of us.

There are many but these come to my mind this morning. They are hard to remove from people unless they want them gone. Pride, religion, unforgiveness, shame. Do you know when people release them I have seen them throw them up or cough them up. Spirits or inbedded in you and will come out this way. You do not have to keep them. When I prayed with a person they had so much pride on them. That they felt like a piece of wood. Nothing was going through. Unless they want to remove this pride or unforgiveness God will not give them freedom.

One person had so much unforgiveness and hate in her heart but she wanted God to heal her. God says before you ask of me of anything forgive your brother or sister. “If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins.
Matthew 6:14‭-‬15 That bad spirit was on her so strong that while I was praying it was making me cough. (When I pray with others I feel them and can take the emotion of what they carry.) They released some unforgiveness and it was a start but not all. How do I know? I felt it in my Spirit.

Another time a demon was in this lady and when I prayed with her for healing. God healed her partially but He told me she has unforgiveness towards her parents and they have abused her. Years of abuse. She had a lot of confusion about her identity. After she said yes and that she wanted freedom she released her parents to God to take care of. Her face was twitching and uncontrollable twitch. The bad spirit in her was mad and Holy Spirit in me was breaking through her barriors. God spoke some beautiful words in her life and she let go and He put her on the floor for a long time. He did some heart surgery on that woman.

Pride, jealousy, religion, shame,unforgiveness. If you feel like you keep repeating a pattern in your life ask God why. Ask Him to show you what is blocking you to move forward for your Spiritual or Physical healing today. If you are open to ask and receive truth He will show you.

Jesus said to the people who believed in him, “You are truly my disciples if you remain faithful to my teachings. And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”
John 8:31‭-‬32 NLT