Sometimes you might feel a pain so deep that you will not understand how to explain it and there are no words just an ache. I sometimes don’t understand why I have to wait for Gods promise or the mistreatment of others. What people do not understand they fear or will make fun of. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
(John 16:33). I heard this in my heart today. I was given a promise and for years I keep walking and not stop. I watch others receive blessings and I truly am happy for them because when others are getting there blessings than we are closer to ours. Life is not easy but I thank God I can stop where I am and just truly get in His presence and I can hear Him say I love you and I’m anointing you with more of me because of your pain that you are going through and you are faithful and my child. I say God I love you no matter who is here in my life and who is not I am yours and I trust you. Today while I felt that deep stab of pain once again (not feeling sorry for myself just walking through it) I remembered that Jesus was betrayed by the people He loved and as He looked down from the cross at people who were making fun of Him..He said God forgive them they do not know what they do and they split his clothes up between them (luke 23:34). Jesus had to go through emotional and physical turmoil to get to the anointed blessings of Freedom and Love on the other side. So God forgive them they truly do not know what they do save them and give them the freedom of how to forgive that you gave so many. I will walk through the trials of heartache to get to the other side of your anointed blessings. What we don’t understand sometimes is just because we do not see it in the natural God is behind the scenes and really all up in it in the supernatural. The devil knows something is up so he will throw things at us and whisper lies in peoples ear who are not strong enough to tell him no. He will use what he can to make us quit but God is manuevering people and things all around to how He sees fit so sometimes we will have some pain before the blessing. The enemy would love for us to give up but truly this is when we should pray harder because we are getting real close so we keep moving forward. I will leave you with this… So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.