Hannah prayed so hard to be able to have a baby that she looked drunk to Eli the priest. (1 Samuel 1-28) She begged God for a baby and said she would give her baby back to God if He would just give her what she asked for. When she went home God opened her womb and she was with a child. She gave the child back to God when the child was of age. When we walk close to God and listen to Holy Spirit we know when He says go slow, go fast, rest or stop. We listen and obey so we are in sync with God our daddy and He can continue to bless us. When we pray so hard for something we have wanted for so long and God knows our hearts our desires… He knows. If your son ask for bread would you give him a stone or if he ask for a fish would you give him a snake. If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will our Father in Heaven give good gifts to those who ask Him. ( Matthew 7: 9-11) The gift God gives us is always better than what we ask if we don’t get in the way and trust Him with what He gave us. Gods ways or not our ways (Isaiah 55:8) we can’t hold on so tight to the dream He gave us because we can suffocate it and kill it and we have to be able to say this is the gift you gave me God and entrusted with me so I could take care of it and walk beside You with it and you could bless it because You were all up in it. I am here laying down this dream I prayed for so long at the alter before your throne and trusting that you have a plan for all of it, because your ways or not my ways they are so much higher and I just might might kill this dream with my own flesh. I trust when You say now its time to hand me back this dream I gave you just like Hannah handed back her child You gave her. I will give it back willingly and when you say stop and rest I will stop and rest because you are going to birth a new dream and gift in my life that is better than the last. That I never truly imagined I could have. The last one was awesome it was great but this one you have no clue how I’m fixing to bless your socks off, but I’m asking something hard of you says God give Me back that child that dream you prayed sweat and tears for. Trust me see how I blessed Hannah with many children and her first born she gave back to me see how He was blessed His whole life by me. I took care of Him better than Hannah could have. Don’t hold on too tight to what I give you its Mine first. Allow me to grow you, bless you, and give you a new birth.